sarcastic sweetie :D
girl next door
creative with a capital A!
always-smiling girl
DAYDREAMER
free-spirited
i play sports a whole lot
just cant go through a day without reading
cool
WARNING: MAY BURST OUT LAUGHING RANDOMLY
music is my boyfriend
i heart rock
just another hopeless romantic
and, im pretty random :)
wait, before i start rambling about useless stuff about how my day went, i just want to say that im freaking pissed off at blogger. you know, everytime i go to blogger, they keep asking me for my e-mail address and password even though i keep clicking the "remember me" box at the bottom. it pisses me off. really.
there, glad that's over. :)
so friday. well, woke up at 2 pm. well, a little later than usual but, who cares anyway? i think i just read and read and read stories in quizilla the whole day.
did you know that the quizzes in quizilla list haven't changed since dec. 14?! yeah, i think you wouldn't know but... why?!
ok that did not make any sense. at all.
oh, and i realized that i haven't been reading any harry potter fanfics lately. im getting more into the real stuff you know. world, the REAL DEAL. haha, real deal, it's funny. although i do not read harry potter stories now, i know that t will be forever written in my heart.
...
you know i don't really get the phrase "go play in traffic". i have seen it a lot of times, but i just CAN'T GET IT! it's been bugging me since EVER!
...
well, anyway on with tha SHAAAW!
did you get it? no? you don't have any sense of humor. yup. FACE IT!
well, i think the funny thing that happened was when i went down to get food then i saw my big bro cooking. i mean, i have seen him cooking but this time it was weird. i don't know! i don't get myself either! do you think it's easy being me? why don't you try typing stuff about yourself huh?! HUH?!
this is a load of barnacles...
i heard that! no one's going to leave until we find spongebob!
O___O
WAIT! before you decide on pushing that red button on the upper right corner of your screen because you think that this post is so useless, i'm gonna show you some stuff that i read that are soooooo freaking hilarious!
well, while the whole family including the "helpers" were downstairs watching this drama show, my little bro and i were upstairs watching the same show but were actually making fun of the characters! haha!
WAIT! that's not my story! wait!
so, i was chatting with steph and we learned tat both our families were watching the same show. well, we were making fun of our families. hahaha.
WAIT!
ANAWAY. while doing this, i was actually reading a story in quizilla. it's called "there's a ghost living in my bedroom". it's a romantic comedy story. it's sooooo funny! as in pervetedly (wth?) funny!
i actually showed some funny lines to steph and we were laughing like idiots on fire!
here are some lines:
So I took a black marker, and started to write on the white walls of her bedroom.
It read: YOU WILL DIE NEXT WEEK. YOU HAVE SEVEN DAYS TO TRY TO EARN YOUR WAY INTO HEAVEN. IF YOU DON'T, YOU WILL SPEND ETERNITY IN HELL.
I chuckled to myself as I put down my marker. By now, Courtney was screaming her lungs out. It was actually a pretty funny sight. She was half naked, trying furiously to open the door, but I had locked it and the dumb bitch hadn't figured it out yet. I threw her cell phone her way, and wrote again on the wall. YOU CAN START BY TELLING THE TRUTH. START WITH EMILY, BITCH.
That had me rolling with laughter. She should have known someone was playing a trick on her. Since when would God call her a bitch?
wasn't that seriously funny?!
here are some more:
"Anyhowwww, I was wondering if you would come over and help me with my....pre-algebra homework."
Pre-Algebra? In tenth grade? Did they actually offer that class in tenth grade?
"Sorry dear, I can't," Colin said, smiling ever so sweetly. "You see, I don't want to get AIDS."
HAHAHA!
more more1:
Screaming suddenly issued for downstairs. You leapt up in a hurry, jolted down the stairs.
Your mom was full of smiles and your dad was getting a bottle of wine out from the fridge.
"What are you so happy about?" You asked bitterly.
"My boss just died!" Your father exclaimed. "
it's so retarded! rofl!
oh, and you know. *gets nervous* i made a list of my perfect guy
so freaking embarrassing! i just wanted you to know that... i'm not gonna show it to you!!
hahaha! die in curiosity! like the cat!
get it? no? you seriously need help.
or am I the one who needs help?
wow, is my post random or what?!
anway, before i get random overflows, here are some icons! i might post my saturday life later or maybe tomorrow. who cares?
UGH! uploading thing in blogger is messing up! see! i think they really hate me!
Ya dream is a wish your heart makes
Friday, December 29, 2006
swinging moods.
2:02 AM
MONDAY
sorry. if those "day labels" are bothering you, i just wanna say that those are to help me organize my ideas. it's not really easy to try to catch up after 4 days of not blogging. yup, it's not.
anyway. monday. what date is it today, hmmm. oh december 25. no big deal. ITS XMAS! not that it mattered or anything.
we don't celebrate xmas. yup we don't, now go cry in the corner.
bitter? yup mood swing you know. not in a good one too, mind you.
so, we went to cavite to visit my poor little ol' granny. and i didn't mean that in the bad way. don't get me wrong.
i wore a blue shirt with black pants(my fave pants!). why am i telling you this? cause im gonna tell you a story. i actually wanted to wear my chucks that day, but they were pink and peach. i mean that did not work with what i was wearing sooo... this idea hit me in the head and i grabbed my old blue sketchers shoes and staritng ripping off the shoelaces. yeah put it all together i dont need to explain.
my mom and i were watching "red eye" durign the trip. wow, i'm actually starting to love those kinds of movies. and, as usual, my mom was soooo into it. yeah you know, like how she was when we were watching flight plan. kinda weird. o_O
did you notice that im using this face o_O alot? yeah... that "confused face" hahaha it's funny.
there.
i was munching away with mah cereal, (and yes, i do bring cereals when we go out of the house... i actually bought 8 boxes last sunday in the grocery... weird thing is that my family doesnt mind!) my dad exclaimed (woo nice word there) that we go check out this ville or something. its called Portofino. italian houses. and maaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnn those house were so... AHHH! cant even finda word.
amazing, jaw-dropping, heart-stopping. it actually inspired me to study harder to get a high paying job and live there! ahh!
i looked cool outside like "yeah, its nice" but actually inside im jumping like an idiot while wishing that i lived there. just... ahhh!
my dad asked how much a certain house was. the man answered, 45 million pesos. O.O
seriously, how does one earn 45 million pesos?!
i guess i can work as a maid and work for folks who lived in those houses! yeah! that's a good idea! and i dont even have to pay 45 mil just to live in one of those! woohoo!
i dont wanna talk about it anymore. makes me feel bad. :(
anyway, what happened in our aunt's house was same old. my funny uncle and aunt made fun of me. i mean my hair and everything. i just sat there at the bench outside the house, stared at nothing in particular, just wondered, when all of a sudden mt uncle made fun of me. they said that i looked like a girl from this korean show irene and stuff like that. they STARED at me and debated whether who i looked like. please stop staring please stop, stop stop stop stop.
oh and my mom just laughed at the corner while i was virtually tortured. one of my aunts also said that i should sing. duh, i refused but then she said " kanta ka ng kanta sa kwarto mo e". gosh! how did she know?!? i was sooo confused! was my voice THAT loud that it reached your house? then it hit me. MOM.
just great. come on, im already here, what else do you want for xmas?
haha. egoistic cocky kid.
and that was about it. oh funny event: my little cousin that was around three was running in the street and was talking like a drunk man! he aws scolding at the tricycle drivers for talking too loud and wakingup the neighbors or something like that. it was so funny! like hit your head on the wall funny! i wish i was able to catch it on tape!
and that was about it. i had a major headache.
TEUSDAY
nothing better to do. my brother didn't let me use the computer cause he was sooo addicted to sim city 4. come on how boring did that sound? managing a city? puh-lease. the original sims game was wayyy better than that.
what to do, what to do. that was what my head was whispering.
i played the piano and tried out how to save a life. i got the hang of it except for one part! i cant get the pattern for the left hand! freakin syncapation crap.
frustrated, i decided to stop tyring to get that pattern and read a book. i almost forgot about that book. it was "veronika decides to die". i decided (ha-ha decided get it? the book? oh nevermind) to eat lunch first before reading.
so ater lunch, i grabbed bruce and made my way to one of the most abandoned place in our house. it was the living room. no one actually stayed there. i mean why would they? nothing was there, coffee table, big sofas (and i mean BIG), a mirror, some vases and stuff. bottomline: NO MEANS OF ENTERTAINMENT that's why i liked that room. so, i brought a cereal box (yes, again), my phone, the book, and bruce with me. i sat on the biggest sofa there and plugged my phone and started playing music.
i like reading with music, one of my many eccentricities.
so there i was, lying down a sofa, with a book that was 6 inches away from my nose with a dog lying on my feet. one thing i also loved about that room was the electric air freshener thingy majig. every five minutes, i can smell a strong scent emanating from that thing. it felt awesome.
i was sooo into the book that i never realized that it was getting dark. then i realized that i haven't taken my bath yet!
ew. as much as i hated to stop reading, i went up, brought my stuff and took a bath. right after, i rushed back to the book and finished it. awesome stuff. i received a random message from my old friend, jade. we catted a little, trying to catch up on things, life and sht.
yeah, kinda got bored staring at my ceiling, so i went to my parents' room and messed around with my little brother. we were playing with his new elec guitar which we bought for him last sunday. he was sooo surprised when we arrived home! god, before I was the one frustrated that he could not do a freaking G but now! what the hell! he does these unusual stuff. he can play like a pro man! believe me! wow, i must have been a great tutor. not.
so, there we were, he was laughing at me cause i was playing one stupid song that i didn't even like. hahah i was laughing at myself. my mom got sorta angry with us cause we were too noisy, so we decided to move to the guest room. gosh i love that room. FYI, the mattress there was te mattress we used since ever! i can fall asleep in a sec. we were playing the guitar until i got struck (again) with an idea.
we went up to the attic (aka my big bro's room) and opened the thingy where you put old stuff. we dug and dug until we found what we were looking for! our old xylophone! hahha childish, i know. after around 20 minutes of musical retardation(wth?) until 1 am, we decided to sleep. and wednesday comes up.
WEDNESDAY
what DID i do on wednesday? i cant remember!
im just gonna tell you that internet wasnt workng this week. i was also worrying about our HE crp sht *ss. come on! who worries for he?! HOME ECONOMICS! pfft. i guess i do , as much as i dont wanna admit. i havent had a good week cause i was constantly bugged by our HE proj. i havent freakin started! this made my xmas vacation the worse xmas vacation on the worse xmas vacation list. *heavy sigh* pressure.. pressure. how i hate pressure.
THURSDAY
the day before today.
this day has got to be the moodiest day i had.
ok, first, i tried working with our internet connection which had preblems because of the earthquake thing in taiwan. it was sooo slow. like 5 kb/s? i cant even open websites that are too big to load. LUCKILY, quizilla was working! OMG! i was soooooo happy! but that was also one of the reasons why i became so moody. i read like no less than 8 different love stories that day. soooo dramatic, soooo dreamy, sooo impossible. it was just weird. i started to feel like i was so deprived or something. i have got to stop reading those stuff. some stories were just beautiful.
if you're wondering why i just said that, don't ask me cause i have no idea.
*heavy sigh* *and some more sighs here*
teenage phase. when will you end?
before i forget, my little cousinwas at our house again. he was also the one who woke me up at 6 in the morning. here's what happened.
i was peacefully sleeping on my bed with my phone beside me. i always listen to the songs on my phone before going to sleep. eccentric habit. then all of a sudden, someone calls at 6 am, disrupting my dreams. my delightful dreams. i absent-mindedly answered the phone. i said hello and heard my little cousin on the other loine. he said something but i just cant quite rememeber. i just said ok with my eyes still closed and didnt mind pushing the end button on my phone as i threw it under my pillow. dreamland here it come.
did i mention that i wake up at around 1:00 pm everyday? no? well, it's because i looove dreaming. everynight of this week, i actually have dreams. i get atleast 2 dreams each night and whenever i wake up, i try to sleep again to have more dreams. dreams. dreams. i actually looked it up on the encyclopedia last wednesday. read like 3 pages of crp about it. geeky, i know.
just as i thought, my cousin was at our house again. while i was reading stories in quizilla, my cousin would constantly bug me and ask whether its his turn yet in a very annoying way! "is it my turn yet? how about now? or now? how about ow? now? now?" he was saying that phrase over and over again. i actually had an excuse and told him that the internet wasnt working properly. well, that was true. as usual, he didnt believe me. he still loaded his page. anyone who can guess? yup heavygames.com. we alwaya laugh when we paly games there.
anyway, blab blab.
you know those stories or movies wherein they show little annoyng brothers around the age of 7 to ten? do you think they're exaggerating on the idea of beaing annoying? well, i thought that that wasnt true btu now i think otherwise.
my little cousin was sooooooooooooo annoying! you know what he did when he was bored? we grabbed my brother's punching gloves and punch me endlessly whenver i told him that his page hasnt loaded yet! but that not all! he even pulled my hair! yes! and im not exaggerating, mind you. i knew that he was doing it for fun. in fact, we were bot laughing, but still! it was freaking annoying!
oh yeah and i remeber! while i was reading, my little cousin had a peek on what i was reading and saw a line that said "come on she's a hot piece of *ss". he read that out loud and started laughing! come on! i was reading stories about teenagers' life in school, you wouldn't avoid those kind of stuff. my cousin imitated a father and started saying" aba, diyan mo pala nakukuha yang mga yan ha" or something like that. i was sooo embarrassed! i pushed it off and didn't mind him.
kids.
later that night, his sister came. we ate and made some questionaires for the party she's throwing tonight.
she was bugging me to go, but you know me, im not a party person. my cousin had always been part of the "cool clique" everywhere she went. i remember her calling me and telling about er 1st day in UP and she already has her bunch of cool people in school. she wasnt boasting or anything, we were just close like that. i told her stuff about school too you know. people and stuff. how does she do it? sometimes i wonder why im related to her. hahahaha no not really. she kept on telling me that i should go cause many of her friends wanted to meet me and crp.
pfft.
yeah i'll believe that. i actually tried to talk to one of her friends in church. she was the sister of my crush. ha! double pressure man! i added her in friendster then when i was signing something in church, she actually approached me and introduced herslef and asked how i found her profile. i was shocked cause i never thought that she'd talk to me. maybe she was just being nice. *sigh* i actually found her profile cause i was surfing my crush's friend list. wow, now i feel like a stalker. i just told her that i saw her in my cousin's page. yeah, that should do it. she occasionally says hi to me, and that was it.
i was also friends with one of my cousin's popular friend. i really dont remember how we met but everytime i was with her and without my cousin, i always end up making an excuse not to hang out with her and with her other friends. i felt so uncomfortable with them.
me and my brothers are actually the quiet people in church. since we moved here, i really felt like i didnt belong with those people at church. they acted so differently. it was just weird. we have some friends there too but not much. we weren't as outspoken as they were. my parents were well known in church since my dad and mom had a high position there and was very popular in a way that everyone knew their name. everyone also knew our last name. believe me, its true. people(including our parents) always wondered why we weren't "socializing" much. i got sick of that question a long time ago. i think it's because they weren't the type of people we usually hang out with. no offense people. maybe if we just try to make friends, we will, but we chose not to. they were just different.
ok confused you a little there huh? told you i was moody.
i feel happy but then suddenly i feel mad because i remebered something then i feel worried. it was just too confusing.
i decided to stop reading cause i saw that it was already 130 am. im a night person but when there are classes, i become a morning person too. it's weird. i actually sleep like 4 hours everyday when there are classes. weird. when i laid (not sure if this is right, i get confused with those freaking irregular verbs) down on my parents' sofa. yup, my bros and i were sleeping on my arents' sofa tonight. my mom didnt want us to sleep in our beds till jan 2 cause they were aleady fixed for the party at our house on jan. 1. our family really has these idiosyncrasies. you'll get used to it when you live in our house.
so i was there, staring at the ceiling. all the stories that i read suddenly came back to me. now i was sad. i felt so alone. i dont know! ahh!! i cant sleep! i stayed in that position for like 30 mins until i realized that i need to get Snoop (it's my stuffed toy) from my room so i can sleep. when i was heading towards my room, i stopped walking and sat on the stairs and I CRIED. yes, cried as in tears falling down.
i have no idea why i cried, i just did.
i felt so relieved after crying for no reason. i found myself laughing while wiping my tears away. it was so silly!!! bruce was following me all around even though i knew that he was already sleeping before i got up.
so, i talked to bruce for a while (yes weird i know!) and after talking to my dog, i got up and grabbed Snoop. when i laid back down again, bruce actually used my head as pillow! my head was facing the side fyi. i was trying not to laugh because bruce was sorta breathing into my ear! i kinda fixed him so that he wasnt breathing right exactly on my ear. i love that dog. atleast somehow, i actually feel loved. :)
when i felt like he was sleeping already, i fell asleep too.
dreamland here i come.
OKAY so this post is extra long and i'll just post my friday story tommorow.
bye freaks. :)
no icon this time. post is too long. might consume whole page of blog.
Ya dream is a wish your heart makes
Friday, December 22, 2006
SMOSH PARADISE!
7:57 PM
what have i been doing this past two days of vacation?
#1 staring at the computer screen (if not, probbly playing internet games form heavygames.com
#2 trying to play "how to save a life" by the fray on piano.(may take longer than i thought)
#3 trying to run away form bruce whom, i think, is on drugs. (might have stolen them from me :) )
#4 worrying about projects and tests
#5 EATING SWEETS. (too much temptation in the house yo!)
#6 WATCHING SMOSH!!
god! i love those guys! they're geniuses and my freaking heroes! you guys should watch their videos. YOU DO NOT KNOW WHAT YOU'RE MISSING! search for them on youtube. just type smosh and you'll be in laughing paradise! they've had interviews on television and had gone worldwide man! i love them! anthony and ian!
you can also check their website www.smosh.com
here are some of their merchandise that are definitely on my wishlist!
the coolio jacket cloud shirt evil sredder shirt! hahaha i love that video! ANTHONY AND IAN STRUTING THEIR STUFF.
more merch on www.smosh.com
I LOVE THEM LIKE HELL.
Ya dream is a wish your heart makes
Thursday, December 21, 2006
boring bliss.
1:43 AM
TEUSDAY
i seriously did not want to go to school today cause i reckoned that we won't even do anything productive today, but then i know that my parents won't allow me otherwise so, why try?
hah! just as i thought! no teacher wanted tot each that day! except, of course, mrs. jereos who, at first, insisted that we should have a lesson. Although, our class was able to force her to not having a lesson. woohoo. more boredom time.
at least it's better than having classes!
hmpf.
mah homie (mei anne) and gieks were absent. soooo, that leaves me, steph, azel, reg, jenny and izza together through thy boredom. we, at least, tried to make the most out of the unbearable ennui and started singing... really loudly.
we pretended that we were in a recording studio and sang our earts out. somepeople thought that we were annoying or whatever but whatever. we were having fun!
when people were starting to enter the classroom, we decided to move out.
jeng brought the incense sticks i gave her for our gift giving crap and the guitar.
we went to our "place" and sang... again but now with incense sticks!
fun!
well, that was what we practically did the whole day!
HOME
i was panicking cause
#1 i still was not able to buy my class exchange gift! #2 i still didn't have doughnuts for the potluck! #2 i still have to buy ANOTHER exchange gift thingy for gieka! #3 mom still not home = not being able to go out of the house
PANIC! at the disco! (har-har)
my mom went home early so i thought that we were going to buy gifts! although, she was extra mad that night. maybe it's her time of the month or something. when she was really getting in my nerves cause of sudden "accussing moments" that came randomly, i decided not to talk.
ha! good girl.
i just kept singing in a mocking way. yeah, i was that pissed at her.
i called my dad and told him to tell his messenger to get stuff from national for me. go queenie!
he told me that the guy wasn't able to find the book that i needed for our exchange gift thing so we decided to give NBS gift cheques instead. (problem#1: SOLVED)
then i remembered the potluck thing so i called him again to tell him to buy them!
BLAB. who cares? fast forward to the part when we went to makro to buy stuff.
too many people!
if you ask me what i hate the most i would probably answer in my most annoyed tone that I HATE PHYSICAL CONTACT WITH STRANGERS! yessss!! even whenever my parents introduce us to new people, i hate being forced to kiss them or hug them, heck, even shake their hand! i am that... ? can't think of a less degrading word.
argh. we spent 2 hours twisting and turning and looking for decent gifts!
we saw my little cousin and his mom there! hahaha! that wasn't funny.
i and my brother were in line adn there was this lady that placed her stuff in our cart. we were all "what the hell?!"
the lady saw us and said that she was just putting her stuff there until her cart arrives. oh! he called my brother "manong" and i was laughing inside cause i knew that it would be rude to do that. but, my stupidity got over me and i whispered, but good enough to be heard, to my brother "aba, manong ka na pala!"
the lady heard this and laughed and said "ay boy pala!"
good job bea. you made a mean fool out of yourself again.
oh and another fact. i also HATE being called "nene" or anything like that. it makes me want to slap their face. seriously. i feel like i don't have a proper identity or sometimes i feel that they're cursing me or something. it lowers my self-esteem.
back to makro. after 2 hours of looking for stuff there, my mom decided that we just go to shopwise to buy stuff and return everything we got.
wow, thanks for saying that now that we shopped for 2 hours and stood in line for at least 15 minutes.
shopwise!
bla. i was able to buy stuff. not in mood to elaborate.
oh, before i forget, i was wearing my school uniform when we went out cause we left home early that my mom told me that i can not change my clothes.
so, this is what happened.
i was wearing my uniform right? while i was walking through the lanes in shopwise, there was this girl that really took my attention. when she saw me in my uniform, she dropped the ball that she was holding. i was shocked at first but then i figured that maybe she was form RH and was estatic cause she saw a girl form RH there. she started whispering to her little brother and dad about that. i could tell you know.
i went to another lane. i hate the attention.
when i looked back, i saw her dad peeping out of the lane a and looking at me. come on! get over it! i'm form RH your from RH we're both in shopwise what's so special about that?! i remembered that my brother was in the same lane as them and went back to my brother. he was fitting these tribu slippers while i was trying to zone out the "commotion" that the girl was making. when my brother FINALLY got the design he wanted, i told him about the girl and we strolled away from her. hahaha.
but her presence didn't stop. when i thought that they left or something, there they go again. she saw me again with my mom and was whispering LOUDLY to her mom about me. she even sang the RH alma mater when she passed by me! ok! i get it! you're from RH! well, you know what me too! wanna throw a party for that?
let's not talk about that.
let's talk about my hair. you know what, when i stay in front of the fan for a long time, my bangs get all poofy. haha. poofy.
o_O
WEDNESDAY
finally! the day before the days that i shall rest from all school stuff!
my friends and i didn;t really join the presentation or anything for that mattter. we had our own party. own food. own world.
during the first "supposed to be presentation" we were able to go out of school and frolic around mission hills. hahaha rebels! when we heard that we weren't going to have the presentations cause of electricity problems, we went back to school.
GIFTS!
hay love them. i feel loved :)
of course i gave something! they weren't that nice cause i wasn't able to shop BUT at least i tried my best to actually give!
thannnkkk youuououououououououoouou.
we ate. i didn't actually want to eat cause almost everything there were so oily or too sweet. i might die on the spot.
i and my friends went to our own world again. we had our own pizza!
incense again.
we also had our official inciation. not elaborating, too complicated and sacred. :)
HOME
i dodn't know that everything would be boring.
no one was home. got nothing to do.
quizilla was down!
no one updated!
i hope that the rest of the vacation won't be like this. :(
bruce knows how to climb the stairs already! yay! now i don't have to carry him around! bad news though, he keeps on climbing up the stairs but he doesn't know how to go down! he cries like an alarm when he's stuck and i have to be the one who carries him downstairs and after 10 miinutes, he's gonna cry again.
welcome to paradise.
eye-cons
Ya dream is a wish your heart makes
Monday, December 18, 2006
reaching out.
10:10 PM
MONDAY
i was praying the whole trip to school hoping that we won't be able to have dance lessons today. i hate dance club. don't take it too personally i just hate dressing up and crap at school.
oh wait! im reading the story that i really love in quizilla while typing this and i havvveee to tell you one of her many funny/sarcastic lines! coco.puff.: she's my idol. gosh you just don't know how i luuurrrvvveee her!
"Please shut up, your voice is killing my brain."
"I think that died a long time ago."
and if you thought that that was not funny, i hate you. no, she does better lines than that if you think that it's not funny. wtv! love her or hate her I DON'T CARE.
i'm inspired to write :)
you guys DO NOT. i repeat DO NOT know what you're missing! i effing (effing? mean girl) promise that she's really great!! i was supposed to put other funny lines from her here, but then her story page is protected and i can't copy and paste it. oh, and i'm too lazy to copy it for you guys. deal with it.
GOD! i tried to copy it but i can't!! *bites hand*
ahh! *cries* i just finished reading the chapter! Angie and Collin freakin' broke up! no! Why Angie?! Collin is waaaaaay better than Ryan... even though Ryan is the hottest thing on earth! Collin is too sweet! argh! why?! why?! *cries... a lot*
now, i am so not in the mood to write. i mean, WHY?!
i'll try my best to *sob* make a decent entry out of my current suicidal state *grabs blade*
so, there i was praying and praying. went up to the room and looked around. do dee da dum dum.. nothing new, noth- OH MY GOD!
GIEKA CUT HER HAIR! it's so short!
speaking of cutting stuff... hmmm. *looks at wrist*
so we were there, being extra weird.
UNTIL, gieka told me that we were going to go to the outreach thing the whole day.
*intestines explode*
ew much. nice picture for you there.
YAY! no dance club!!!!!!!!!! *dances* whoa how ironic was that?! o_O
well, there we were, the ever-so-kind volunteers for the outreach program. meh, i was doing it for the no classes part. :P
we packed stuff while laughing really hard. i was sniffing all the detergent bars. smells sooooooooo good @_@. now you know what my future will be (future druggist).
so hiighh! so flyyyy! oh whyyy! myyy myyyy!
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we rode thy bus. thy freakin bus. at least we were out of school.
we finally reached the place. Kanluangan ni Maria.
so, this girl introduced stuff and told us that we should forget the stereotype "when you're old you're weak" yup she was right!
the old people (woops that sounded mean) danced with us!
dancing queeeennn feell the beat of the tambourineee oh yeaaaaahhhh!!!
two of them sang. pretty good. :)
fun fun fun.
steph and i were partners. we had to have one lola per pair. we tried to get our lola out from a group of people she was with cause some freaking 2nd year *coughlisacough* kept insisting that we should talk to our lola, LIKE RIGHT NOW. argh.
sure thing, oh, and can you do me a favor? please die, like RIGHT NOW.
sorry, not in a good mood.
so steph and i were debating whether who should rudely inrerrupt what she was doing and get her out of there... OR who would take the risk to invite her and actually get rejected or something in front of those people. not a difficult task isn't it?
sooo i pushed steph and she ended up inviting her! ha! but she moved with us.
talk time.
we tried to talk to her. you know bring up an interesting conversation but she kept on ending it like flat. flat. argh come on cooperate. understand understand.
food came in. yay! but it was for them. boo!
SHARE SHARE.
hahaha! when steph left the conversation to get the bucket of donation stuff, i sat in her place which was actually next to the lola. she kinda started to talk a lot. like in a different dialect.
O_O
at first i was confused. i thought that i had hearing problems or something but then i realized that she was talking in a different dialect. i tried understanding what she was saying and i kinda knew wat she was talking about. i was answering too.
when steph arrived, she had a look on her face. hahaha. confused! she also thought that she wasn't hearing stuff well. haaha!
blab blab.
when we were about to leave, the lola kept hugging me like crazy! i wasn't able to stand up cause she was hugging (crushing) me. hahaha mean much? anyway, after that, we left bla.
you know, i should stop squinting my eyes. i dont know, random idea.
bye! off to the house!
what?! no internet?!
that was the line i said (shouted) when my little brother told me that there wasn't any internet connection that day.
NO! is it the end? the apocalypse?!
now what am i going to do? sit in the corner and stare at the wall?
how about talking to the wall? NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN THIS.
well, that was what i thought.
since my brothas and i were at the house with no parents... *smirks*
my big bro started playing playing loud music upstairs near the over-looking thingy in our house while me and my little brotha were pretending to be in a concert while dancing (not actually called dancing) to the songs!
crazy people @_@
i was flipping in the sofa! hahhaa! it made my head hurt but oh well!
fun fun fun!
my older brother was even throwing stuff at us. not sure what it was.
laugh laugh laugh! hahaha!
im repeating words waaaay too much.
i hope our internet connection never comes back! Shoot, did i just say that?!
anyway, after hours of doing that, we finally became tired and stuff.
clean clean clean.
i had nothing to do again.
well, being the OC me, i actually arranged the songs in our iTunes list. you know, the capital letters and stuff. im OC about those stuff.
i was about to sleep when i imagined something. it was so freaky that i actually went (RAN) to my parents room and told them that i was going to sleep on the couch of their room! ahhaa!
bruce, of course, came with me but then he was so hyper that night and didn't let me sleep! i was getting impatient and tried t punish him. i left him downstairs.
no sleeping in bed for you.
iconsshhh!
Ya dream is a wish your heart makes
Sunday, December 17, 2006
cake mania!
2:21 AM
my mom brought home lots of cakes! ahh!!
NOO! *drools*
there are actually three cakes. One is from red ribbon, the crushed-caramel thing covered cake. Second, chocolate covered chocolate cake with like 2 cups of separated caramel sauce. Third is the chocolate margelaine(sp?) or something like that from red ribbon. christmas is good.
oh yeah. we have a new housekeeper, or whatever you wanna call them! she's cool and funny! B)
we went xmas shopping yesterday! actually, my mom went xmas shopping not us. i wasn't able to buy anything for my classmates. sht. whatever.
mom was buying CURTAINS for heaven's sake! CURTAINS!
blah.
well, at least i and my little brother had fun. we were making jokes the whole day! must be the chocolate cake we ate earlier.
oh! and we watched dodgeball (again) in the car while we were on our "journey" to sm megamall. so funny! ahh!
"if you can dodge wrenches, you can dodge a ball!" *throws wrenches*
XD
gosh! so many people!
what else? oh! my family made a scene(again) in the mall! go family! i love it when we make scenes in public places. makes me feel... cool. BD.
ok what happened was that i was palying with my pouch. my phone was in that pouch.
well, i kinda threw it to my little brother with no reason at all. he dropped it.
ah! my phone was there!
ok chiiiiiillll!
i opened the bag and found out that the joystick of my phone got out! it wasn't really snapped off the phone. it hink it's returnable.
whew points for me.
BUT THEN
i gave it to my dad who tried to put it back. then while i was talking to my brother about... uh, weird stuff, my dad shrieked! not shrieked "eek!" but the manly shriek.
O_O
POINT IS that he caught lots of people's attention. then i realized that he dropped the itty-bitty joystick of my phone! nooo!! and what's worse? we were actually standing in a line. yup we were lining up for the appliance receipt crap. no! *cries*
people were like trying to help us look for it and i was there, biting the hell out of my pouch. i was so nervous! cause people were like helping us! hahaha! an officer, i think, helped us look for it. after like 10 mins of looking for that thing, my brother found it! yay! *jumps up* thank you! thank you! now my problem was how i'll be able to put it back on my phone. my dad said that that was not the right place to fix my phone so... we oved on to anoter location. hhaha. actually, that incident was forgotten by my family for the rest of the night.
can we buy gifts now? no? fine. argh.
tired and hungry. that's how i felt.
we ate. my brother got another new phone. he said it was a "temporary" phone. what the heck. pfft. spoiled.
my phone just broke and you go and buy a new phone. >:P
eat eat eat.
my dad and i went to national to buy stuff. crap.
*yawn* i know you're doing that too.
nothing much to say.
oh! when my dad and i were in the parking lot, my dad forgot where he parked the car so what he did was click on the remote and see where the lights come from. weirdoooo. but it worked!
went home, sleep, drooled, the end.
wait! let me tell you a story. bruce slept in y room last night! he was sooo annoying! he'd make crying sounds when you don't mind him! he kept on walking and walking and walking around my bed! ah! i have to wake up really early the other day! he was even biting the canopy in my bed! hate hyper bruce.
Ya dream is a wish your heart makes
Saturday, December 16, 2006
rude awakening.
8:08 PM
it's official i am on my "lizzie maguire" years.
i found myself locked in a room, holding a hairbrush while singing to the song why not by hilary duff.
embarrassing, i know.
O_O
that's not all.
i have also been downloading disney channel songs lately. hilary duff, lindsay lohan bla. you know who they are.
lastly, i have been constatly finding myself dreaming of waving a glowing stick and trying to make a mouse-like figure on your television screen while saying my name and that oh-so famous line "and you're watching disney channel" with that ever so wide frin on my face.
Ya dream is a wish your heart makes
Friday, December 15, 2006
the bea
2:18 AM
im planning to tell all of you ALL the things that happened this week!
well, at least try to scoop out all the things i can remember.
so listen up ya'll cause this is it. the beat that im banging is de-li-cious. fergalicious defi-.
STOP.
back to reality.
ok monday, gieka gave me this really awesome necklace for our excange gift crap. its made of this rope thing with a dolphin with wooden beads on the side. its simple but i loved it since i first laid eyes on it. :D. its so awesome! reminds of the beach! *waves* mina said that it smelled like sunblock. mina smells my stuff. O_O
thy radical necklace
that necklace made my day :). *smiles*
well, thats about it. cant remember stuff. pretty bad memory. sleepy head. *yawn*
the cool star thing mina drew on my hand
this week was mostly full of doodling. doodling on my hand. on camille's hand, azel's forehead. hahaha! bla.
oooh. mina made this paper airplane called "the bea" *dun-dun-dun!* during geometry. we deisigned it too!
sweet!
we get to fly "the bea"*dun-dun-dun* around the room and ms. yared didn't freakin care!
hey,i might not be listening but i still respect her and all.
fun fun fun.
ooohh! when geometry class was over, i picked up "the bea" *dun-du- oh what the heck* from the other side of the room and threw it into the air! weee! and
guess where it crashed! come'on! guess! what? fine.
it crashed exactly at ms. yared's neck! yes! sht! i threw it pretty hard pa naman!
*freakin bad aerodynamics*
she was all "what was that?!" and i was all "hi miss *innocent smile*" and she was like "minus ten!" and i was all like "ooh mi gaawwwddd no way!" hahaha!
joke! i didnt talk like that ok. anyway, we were just both laughing about it and stuff.
*whew* good thing she was nice!
but the adventures of "the bea" *dun- du- *shoots from behind** did not end there.
no.
after geom was CHEMISTRY! woohoo! not. i love chem but the teacher just makes me go O_O. hahaha! but she's nice. well, try overly OC. she wouldn't start the class until everything was fixed! gosh!
during chemistry class mina threw "the bea". smart move dude! high five! ah! it went to the other side of the room! uh-oh.
josine picked it up and was all " what's this? the bed?" haha! she thought oh yeah you get it. then she walked to our place to give it to me. i was about to keep it in my bag cause i know how mrs. jereos would react to such thing. and from me! her favorite student! not.
gosh. i remember when i tried to get my chem book from my locker during class then the next thing i knew was that she stopped the lesson and was staring at me! it made me jump! literally! everyone was laughing. ahh! *erases memory*
anyway. i was about to keep it but then marga asked if she could see it. being the good classmate that i am *ehem* i showed it to her.
COINCIDENTALLY. that's when mrs. jereos turned to us.
CAUGHT RED HANDED.
"marga, what is that? can you please keep that thing." i was so embarrassed cause many people knew it was MY plane, my fault. *cries* i felt so guilty, but then i just laughed over it again. :D.
it's the bea! *dun dun dun!*
oh. before i forget. i think i have learned pretty good spy skills.
during chem, i realized that i didn't have my book or my notebook for chem. being the eccentric teacher mrs. jereos is, she doesn't allow us to get our chem stuff from our lockers during chem time.
fyi: the locker was in front of the classroom, right beside the teacher's table.
i was soooo desperate to get it cause i hate copying notes from classmates. you know me, i try to lessen my work at home as much as possible. so, i decided to take the risk and grab stuff from my locker.
*dun-dun-dun!*
but it worked! it worked!
i tiptoed to the locker when she wasn't looking and everytime she looked back, i'd try to get away from her sight as much as possible. wow. icant believe that i even got my stuff from my locker without getting caught!
but then camille was all "miiiisss! bea got her stuff from her locker."
bug off! hahaha XD
mrs. jereos didn't mind her! ha!
wait, what's wrong with her? blind AND deaf?!
COOL!:P
moving on.
i always have sleepless nights. night after night after night. Long tests sht. *cries*
headache galore, man.
lsdkjf sdceov oiv nwjf cqjsnc vnv.
we palyed softball. yeah. we won! duh, i was the pitcher! *hydrocephalus attack* hahaha! woohoo! *victory dance*
hahaha! cheena and i invented a new handshake! actually it;s not really a handshake... BUT STILL! not telling. too embarrassed! hahahaha!
jenny caught her big fish! woohoo! geometry! *claps!*
oh, we cooked. pfft. hate HE *rolls eyes*. hahaha. as usual, i was doing all the gross stuff. not that i don't like it. kinda fun you know. hahaha!
image pulling all the guts out from a squid. even the "third eye". *shudders* bad memories.
bla. can't say anything anymore. why not show you pictures this time?
BRUCE!
the weird earthlings, cheena and mina
Ya dream is a wish your heart makes
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
5:17 AM
*yawn* i might not update much this week. too much long tests and school crap. well, for your enjoyment, *ehem*, i dropped this video here so i can update my blog somehow!
TADA!
it's from disney! song: A Dream Is A Wish Your Heart Makes. as you can see that's my ending message for my entries.
i wish i was with them!
well, gotta sleep (and dream). enjoy!
i love disney! i love ricky ullman! *wink* hahahaha :P
Ya dream is a wish your heart makes
Saturday, December 9, 2006
roller coaster life.
8:17 AM
its official. my life is really a roller coaster.
one day im so hapy, then the other day im terribly sad. its crazy.
FREE-DAY no classes day!
no one was online! ahhh! i woke up at 9 cause of Bruce! gosh! why does he have to be so hyper this early in the morning. he was jumping on my bed like a mad dog. i think he lost it. freaky.
out of my infinite and unbearable time of ennui, i decided to watch a movie. anyone who can guess what i watched? yup. a walk to remember.
watched it for the 9834801984th time and i still can't get over it. read my review about it from my older blog.
moving on.
boring boring day. yeah yeah no classes blah!
i just realized something. i doesn't matter if you have classes or not, what matters is what you actually do that day. and honestly, i'd rather go to school and hang out than stay at home. alone. with an extremely hyper puppy *ah! get off of my foot!*
doo dee daa. listening to music.
i rummaged through my old list of songs. god, how i missed those songs. old times.
geez! why isn't anyone online?!
my little brother wrestled me out of the computer as soon as he was home so he can use it.
here i am again,*starts singing* lying alone with my head on the phone, thinking of you til it hurts. something something but what else can i do? if tomorrow something something does it really show?! im all out of love! im so lost without yo-hey! i was listening to that!
god, my brother doesn't even want me to play songs on the computer!
what happens when im bored to death? i lock myself into a room and become a camera freak.
hahaha. freak.
after some weird sessions with my camera, i decided to force my brother into getting out of the computer. believe me, that is not as easy as it sounds. i have to make up excuses and such to get rid of him.
finally, thanks to my wit, i won. YM here i come.
someone went online! steph! and some people he he.
we were so freakin laughing at everything i don't even know why.
oh! one time, i was really laughing hard, then the phone rang. when i answered it, i couldn't say hello! i was super laughing hard. the next thing i know was that the caller was really confused so what i did was slam the phone back to the receiver!
wasn't that just weird?
my mom was so mean to bruce! she slapped him with her slipper! i kinda got defensive. i was ticked off. she was even shouting at him. she said that it was to "discipline" him in a very "didn't you know that?!" way. >( <--- ME NOT HAPPY. even when we were inside the car i was really glaring at her general direction even if she couldn't see me. * grab a tranquilizer quick! IM MAD!*
after church, i kinda felt a little calmer than i was sometime ago so put down all those tranquilizers.
gieka was online! woohoo! she just teased me during the whole chatting time. she loved my harry potter icons! come on, she idolizes me. she even wanted to start a blog when she saw my blog! hahaha! :P subic schmubic, i dont care.
but behind these laughters, i really felt incomplete that day. i don't know why but i felt so unaccomplished. i hate that feeling.
i wasnt able to sleep properly that night. the feeling ah! it was really late but i cant force myslef to sleep. shoot! remember! we had to wake up really early tomorrow!
SATURDAY
5:00 am and im good to go.
early? yup. my mom wanted us to go to church and finishe our duties on sat so we could be free the rest of the weekend. good idea! *gives star to mom*
bla. im skipping stuff. not like you care or anything.
YM IS NOT WORKING! FREAKIN MAINTENANCE! THEY DIDNT EVEN FIX THE VIRUS! well, i know that's not their job, BUT STILL!
you know i lost lots of contacts cause of that virus thing. actually, i deleted some of my contacts. some were really pissed at me like "WTF?! reformat your d*mn computer!" and i'll be all "you're a great friend." then i'll delete his/her account.
i might come out mean but, come on, if they really were my "FRIENDS" at least they can try and understand. they would actually curse me because of something i am not really responsible for?! so not cool. at least now i know who they really are.
viewed my multiply. watched some vids. look fo-oh! OH! RON! ahh! a video of rupert grint! me love rupert grint. LOVE LOVE LOVE. shout out to neil, whom i actually whinned at when the video he posted didn't have lots of rupert scenes in it. thanks! :P
rupert = cant even think of a word!
*heavy sigh*
great. back to YM. i was actually checking every 20 seconds whether it's back. yeah i know. i was THAT desperate to go to YM. it's hard talking to peole through SMS you know? steph and i were texting each other and i t was soooo tiring. texting wore out my magic fingers. and! you need to pay! hahaha duh.
which reminds me! my mom got mad at me yesterday cause my cellphone bill was so high! sh*t! how did that happen? actually steph told me to stop calling people through my cellphone but i couldn't stop it! im too lazy to text! why not call? wait i'll call steph to tell her to go online. hahaha im always like that. gah! must stop bad habit.
oh and if you're wondering why i don't use my "brain and heart scenes" here anymore, the reason is that im soooooooo L-A-Z-Y! i think you guys can live without that right? haha. riiiiiiight.
ok so after 5739459 times of checking whether ym is working, i finally got online! geez, why couldn't i just wait? because i cant.
here we go! *grins*
loading loading loading! TADA!
SH*T!
NO ONE'S ONLINE!
just great. guess i was the only one who checked up on it. ahh now im all alone again.
then after many times of trying to type random sites, someone went online.
someone whom i really i dont know. someone whom i really don't want to see or hear or talk to.
im not going to give names ok. lets call him/her (not telling) hmmm, *thinks of the rudest names on earth* how about whatsyourface. there.
whoa its been a long time since i have talked with whatsyourface and i want it to remain that way. although, a part of me just wants to i dont know, actually have hope and talk to whatsyourface but the other half just wants to end it as it is.
after mind killing sessions of whether to IM whatsyourface, a window popped out.
it was from whatsyourface. ah! what was i going to do?! whatsyourface was asking how i was. hmm lets try MISERABLE and you know why? BECAUSE OF YOU. after how many months of hiding and sh*t there you are. you just go and ruin everything again. being the polite, lying girl i am, i said that i was doing great fine happy. happy that you cant see my facial expression. HAPPY. :) see HAPPY. smile, smile. "oh.." wow, great comeback. well, im not going to post our whole conversation here but BOTTOM LINE. after that conversation, i felt, BLAH. i dont know what you call it. you know that really heavy uncomfortable feeling? guilt.
yeah can i get a large bowl to place my guilt in please? thanks.
guilty for not trying and for trying. for not hoping and hoping for something.
ah. i feel so confused. 0___0
cause you had a bad day, you're taking one down, you sing a sad song just to turn it arou- *smashes radio*
waaahh. i need someone to talk to.
hey! my little cousin is here! whew someone wo can keep my mind off whatsyourface. he doesn't deserve anything from me.
so my little cousin lightened me up a bit. he was taking videos of us through his phone. he loves his phone. gosh he's like nine and he has an awesome phone for a kid. ohhh and what's this? i was skimming through his video files and dig this. he has a video of his crush from school! awww! hahaha i was laughing so hard while he was trying to get the phone from my hands. kids. young love. reminds me of sh*t head. whoops. hahaha. mean bea. i know, i know.
he showed me cool sites from the net! really! go to heavygames.com. they have awesome games there! oh and you have to take the idoits test. sooo coool.
people were IMing me about my status and crap. i chatted with like 5 people and have to explain stuff.
i need to eat chocolates.
i had enough of the computer so i left it with my cousin and went down to eat. after eating dinner, i watched mr bean. gosh, even his stupidity can't make me laugh that time. oh and i was eating a hershey's bar! waah. too much.
cant get off my head.
i needed someting to do! i played the piano and repeated pieces for like 2837 times. i needed to get stuff off my head.
after which, i reutrned to my internet life. i wanted to chat with people but my cousin was so freakin nosy! he'd read stuff from my IM windows! i told him that i was doing my "project" but then once in a while he'd check up on me and say "project ha". shut up! get out! well, i gave up and told people that i'll be chatting with them later.
ah! KIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Kim added me in YM! ah! FYI: kim was my supppper best friend since grade school! they migrated to canada when we graduated from grade school. *tear* our last REAL conversation was at the phone. she was asking me why i wasn't at her farewell party. ah! i wasn't able togo cause of transpo. freakin helpful parents. sad sad. i wasn;t even able to reply to her snail mails from canada cause of, come on, guess, DING DING DING! my parents. supportive, really. but thats rubbish! what's important now is that we can catch up on our lives. ohh boy.
lots of laughs and stories so little time.
when she finally signed off and my little cousin FINALLY fell asleep, thats when i told stuff about whats going on.
steph was there laughing at me (precious moments laugh), sorry inside joke, some people that might not want to be mentioned here like renz. hahaha. whoops.
i talked to a friend (might not want me to mention name, not sure, better be safe) about our lives. whew those memories. freakin 1st year memories. that conversation felt great but at first it was really hard to tell stories and such but then i got comfortable with it. we really opened our minds and hearts in that conversation. ah i'll stop.
i really learned a lot from it. i was able to know myself more and know what realy goes through guys' minds. never knew that i was so ignorant about it. one line from me from that conversation was "i never even consider myself as 'single', i consider myself as a 'KID'" reply was "kid".
STOP.
steph was still online. laugh laugh. i needed to laugh. our conversation was about whatsyouface and unrational stuff. we didn't know what time it was until we realized that it was already 1:00 in the morning. wow. my dad was actually scaring me about things about not getting taller. pfft. but when we realized tha it was really late, my mom buzzed in and was doing her sermon about how addicted i was to the computer bla bla. i wasn't using it i swear! *innocent smile*. yeah that would work.
well, its sunday today and i seriously have not done anything productive. loads of homework and CHEMISTRY long test. =:)
and thus et.
Ya dream is a wish your heart makes
Thursday, December 7, 2006
far away.
11:27 PM
i'm so bored. tell you stuff later.
this song reminds me of... you guys know who.
at least some of you. *sigh*
FAR AWAY by NICKELBACK
This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know
[CHORUS] I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything but I won't give up Cause you know, you know, you know
[CHORUS] thatI love you I have loved you all along And I miss you been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore
So far away (So far away) been far away for far too long So far away been far away for far too long But you know, you know, you know
I wanted I wanted you to stay Cause I needed I need to hear you say: that I love you (I love you) I have loved you all along And I forgive you (and I forgive you) For being away for far too long So keep breathing Cause I'm not leaving you anymore Believe it Hold on to me and never let me go Keep breathing Cause I'm not leaving you anymore Believe it Hold on to me and never let me go (Keep breathing) Hold on to me and never let me go (Keep breathing) Hold on to me and never let me go
Ya dream is a wish your heart makes
Haleluya!
2:10 AM
Haleluya!!
none of my brothers was actually using the computer when i went home today! what a freaking miracle!
moving on.
yesterday after church, my brother drove us home. only 3 of us were in the car. let's relieve thy moment.
so this is the scene my brother and i sat at the front while my younger brother was sat at the back.
radio started playing.
i start singing.
my big bro starts making drum beats on the wheel.
my little bro pretends to play the guitar.
aren't we cool? so cool. B)
ooh another thing that i love when my brother drives is that we can go to any street we want to go to.
and since i am the boss, ehem, i told my bro to pass by disneyland!
wait before you get all confused, let me explain.
there is this street in out village which we call disneyland cause their christmas decorations are so, hmmm, cant think of a word. figure it out.
study geom! sutdy geom! ahh! do chem! do chem! ahh! do HE!
i hate being the HE leader. argh. hate hate hate.
you know what? we tormented fishes duting HE! yes! we smacked them really hard with rolling pins and pull out their skeleton through their mouth. yep, a very decent school we have.
oh! last wednesday, we, the class officers (yabang), were pulled out of class to talk about the upcoming rosehill concert, Exsurge 2.
it's going to be a stand up concert thingy majig. bla bla bla. pm for info cause im feeling extra lazy today.
whoops, gotta run, my bro's calling me, we have to go to church today. i'll edit this when i come back!
peace out homies!
guess who's back? back again! nanananana!
i miss eminem.
so, what else? we played softball today! woohoo!
we kinda uh, lost. hahaha!
it was like 209572857858 degrees outside! who can actually see the ball?
seriously.
i was craving for seafood!
i dont get it! im not a really big fan of seafood, but then i dont know! i really wanted seafood.
maybe its because of the seafood cookbook i brought a while ago. either that or i was just hallucinating.
i ate fish. i hate fish. i chate fish. i chaste fish. O_o
im a little over my head right now. cant... think...straight.
ah! did you know that this morning, a black cat passed right in front of me! what the?!
you know what's weird. i always think of stuff that im going to put on my blog before hand, but when i type it, nothing comes out. NOTHING.
geom test. gosh! the first number was so freakin hard! as in i didnt know what to do! 1st number! then i skipped it and went to number two. two was harder! but then the next numbers were kinda familiar so,,, woo! multiple choices save my life!
mrs. jereos was extra weird a while ago. she was like "right bea?" and i was all "wtf?!" hahaha! basta i had no idea what she was talking about tapos she says that i was objecting or something. gosh.
oh! and you know what's funny?!
everytime its geom and chem mina and i get itchy! it's so weird but it's true! hahaha!
awww! my little neighbor, nico, is singing! i can hear him form here! i'm gonna go say hi to him. *stands up from chair and runs to window*
oh! no classes TUUUUMOOOOOROOOOOOOWWWW!!!
tomorrow! tomorrow! i love ya tomorrow! you're always a day awaaaaaaaay!
see, im really, i dont know, woozy today. maybe because of the sun. ahh.
ohh! my bro said that we're going to have an australian visitor today! i dont know who he or she OR they are. better find out later.
icon time! everyone loves icon time!
yup i am. hate math. confusing you. yeah! oops! was that out loud?
Ya dream is a wish your heart makes
Tuesday, December 5, 2006
chow cow mallow
3:07 AM
chocomallows.
whoa, remember those chocomallows from the yellow box? yeah the one that coomes with six chocomallows inside. well, i noticed that they became smaller! really! when i was like seven, i remember them being bigger! now they're so small! like tiny small! and they're more expensive! what a rip off!
uhh... who cares?
urgh! im so pissed! my dad bought ultra cool lightsabers for my cousins. I WANT ONE! *steals lightsaber*
oh yeah, shhhhh, i played with the lightsaber a while ago and i kinda, uhhh, hitthechandelierinmyparents'roomandsomethingfelloff. yeah figure it out.
i dont know what to say! no one's reading this anyway! *sobs*
well, if you *points at reader* are reading this(duh) read my 2nd post (dec.1) . i dont know if anyone actually read that post. it been my fave post so far. it's funny!
ok, im bored as bored can be.
doo dee doo dee doo. what to say, what to say.
hmmm, monday, histo long test, done crazy everyday routine with my friends, (uyy na mention sila) hahahaha!
friends friends friends... what will i do without you guys?
whoops, what will you do without me?
hahaha!
oooh! my friends and i had a little exchange gift thing goin' on. something soft this monday and guess what i got!!!
panty liners! hahahaha!
is this post boring or what?
the school also opened the new "passage way" going to the parking lot near the school building.
*shakes head* gosh is this interesting or what?!
ooh, i have a new annoying way of ummm annoying my brothers when i get home from school! i shout "yo brothas watsuuuuuuuuuuup?!" right when i enter the door. hahaha crazy.
im practicing white houses by vanessa carlton now since i finished thousand miles on the piano.
i chatted with neil again and found out these cool harry potter stuff that can be bought in NY!
so freaking coooooooooooooooooool!
he has Harry's wand! it was so wicked! he showed it to me through his webcam w/c made me more jealous cause the wand looked sooooo much better than i thought! argh! i want one! *plans on stealing the wand*
okay then! before someone decides on accusing me of something, lets talk about my life!
my tuesday day is today day day. hahaha!
Compo long test was so long!
duh, that's why it's called a long test!
whatever just.. wha!
marga said that the HP 5 trailer was boring! so heart-breaking. hahaha joke. yeah, yeah. hahaha. yeah. *no comment*
club time club time!
my friends and i dont really like dancing you know. we were just... forced.
you must be sleeping now huh? i'll stop blabbing now!
HA-HA-HA! yeah, we're immature idoits... and proud of it! P-I-A-N-O! and piano was its name OH! and proud of it
whoaaa! wait a minute!
when we were going to church today, i saw a really amazing sight.
the main avenue of our village was filled with candles on each side of te road! it was so awesome!
pssshaw! you guys don't have to do this for me!
it looked like a runway or something. whoa! wicked cool! *me speechless*
don't you just love our village?
Ya dream is a wish your heart makes
Saturday, December 2, 2006
hell
9:31 PM
we went to hell yesterday... not really that big of a deal is it?
no, i am not over reacting what-so-ever. it was like hell.
DIVISORIA.
i was soooo excited to go cause of the things i heard from people. good buys, bla bla bla.
argh!
ok let's start off by relieving the memories of my saturday morning.
my alarm clock went off.
it was a cool alarm clock cause it was shouting your name and shaking you at the same time. annoying right? it was my mom. gosh her shrilly, complaining voice first thing in the morning!
too bad i can't throw her off the wall.
we went home last night at what? 12 then she wakes me up at 7?
soo, what did i do? i stood up and went to the bathroom. then when i heard the door close, i went back to sleep.
bea's heart: that is so disrespectful of you! tsk tsk tsk. bea: yeah yeah yeah
ok, so she comes back and sees me sleeping again... so she starts her cermon about how early we have to leave cause there will be lots of people, traffic crappy stuff. ok ok i gave up and SLOWLY went to the bathroom brushed my teeth went down and eat. (it rhymed!). yaddi yaddi ya.
but you know what? listen to your parents.
it was so traffic! gahhh!! good thing we used the new car so my brother and i watched movies and we also slept. we stayed at least two hours on the road.
ahh!
but the fun doesn't stop there. NO-HO-HOW!
when we (finally) arrived we saw people. LOTS OF PEOPLE. streets were even closed so people can pass. gaah! i cant breathe just by the memory!
plus it was schorching outside! i dont know 100 degrees?!?!??!?!
i didnt want to go! lets go back please! *puppy dog eyes*
my little bro didnt come with us AGAIN cause he wasnt done doing his "project". gosh what a good liar. hahaha! he just wants to watch wrestling videos on youtube.
since we've been through the traffic, it probabaly best to at least go in and buy something.
we ate at the food court. argh! so many people!
the point is that you cant buy anything there cause there are far too many people and everyone was really cramming inside. as in PUSHING. i dont know!
my mom was pretty ok with it though, she looked like she didnt mind. but i sure as hell did.
i was practically her... let me see, how do we put it in a nicer way... ahh i know... her slave.
hahaha too mean. its a joke ok?
i was carrying all the things she bought while trying to pass through and catch up with her amidst all the people.
eww. body heat, contact. *shivers*
there was some point where i thought that she didnt care about me. *sobs* hahaha! what a baby.
so, i tested her.
you know what i did? i passed a different lane. you know just to test if my mom actually knew i existed. so i did. brave right? i didnt know what came in to me.
you know what happened? she didnt even look back. she never knew that i was lost. *sobs*. but its ok really. you know.
so i decided to show up again before i get REALLY lost.
bla bla bla.
but you know what. i realized something. i felt TALL. really, most of the people there were girls and i was taller than most of them. wow. pretty weird if you ask me.
oh and you know what else pissed me off? my phone kept on ringing! it was so crowded and then my phone goes off! and it was playing dirty little secret by all-american rejects! everyone was staring at me! i cant answer it cause my hands were full. so, what i did was jab my phone and press as much buttons as i can to shut it up. smart thinking!
gah! people! gah! heat! gah! ohh look at that bag! hahaha!
ok so my mom didnt buy a lot of stuff cause we were only there for like 2 hours. then when we were waiting for my bro and dad outside... i was so surprised cause they were carrying lots of bags! as in lots of big bags!
wow.
they bought A LOT! im telling you!
so i helped them bring some stuf. went back to paradise aka car and sat!
i was pretty pissed off you know. i didnt talk a lot. my big brother, being so observant noticed this. and you know what he said "im gonna show you something"
and he made my day.
i never cared with what happened that day. all the pressure and stress was flushed out. he knew what i needed tat day.
chocolate.
and lots of it!
ahhhh!!! *hugs brother*
they bought a lot of chocolates! as in A LOT! he and my dad bought lots! yay! they didnt have to do that! (on second thought) hahahaha!
mmmmm! chocolate!!
happy happy joy joy! happy happy joy!
all i can hear was dad saying that we will NEVER go back to that place ever again.
i didnt care i zoned everything off and ate chocolate!
oh after some chocos we were stuck in traffic again cause the people were walking on the road were cars are supposed to pass.
so my brother and i decided to entertain ourselves.
ha! everytime a person looks at the car window to fix his or her hair, we open the window! ahahahaha! everyone freaks out everytime we suddenly open te window! their faces! it was priceless!
then more happy happy joy joy!
we watched dodgeball!!! we were laughing insanely! our parents even told us that we were over reacting but nooo! it was sooooooo funny! watch it!
hahaha!
sweet.
after that we stopped by at makro, which was in front of our village, and bought shawarma! woop!
i took a bath AGAIN and fixed cause we were going to church.
after church we went to my cousin's house cause it was his bday. ate dinner, chatted with cousins and friends. bla bla bla.
went back home. watched some tv and played with dog and the piano.
i went online at around 10:00.
i found a new harry potter addict! i was so happy causemy friends dont really like harry potter and my obsession with it. hahaha! great to find someone who actually is interested in it!
i chatted with neil and we ended at what? 12:30? wow, but it was fun. i knew some stuff that i never knew before. stuff about my brother... hahaha!
went to bed. great bruce is sleeping on my place.
i shoved the freakin dog out of my bed and slept. ahahha how brutal did that sound?
sleep... oh sweet slumber.
sleeeeeep chocolate!! what i probably looked like before the chocolate parade
Ya dream is a wish your heart makes
is anybody there?
6:59 AM
hellooo!! anybody there?? yoooohooo! *echoes*
is anybody actually reading my blog?
i dont care if nobody is reading my blog! leave me alone! i dont need you! see if i care! *cries*
bea's heart: it's ok, we're here. cheer up! bea's brain: yeah, we dont need those people! just continue doing this very inspirational part of your life and let them lose their chance of being enlightened by your wit. bea: O_o wtf?
A-NY-WAY
FRIDAAAAYY!!!! no classes again!
darn it!
it's just perfect timing. just when we have lots of time to play DDR (if you do not know what that stands for, then you might be late for knitting classes with your grandmother) the PS2 gets wrecked. gaah! why does my little brother have to be so clumsy? he freaking dropped the ps2 beacause of... i dont know! clumsiness?!
bea's brain: wow nice descripiton. you need to read the dictionary more. bea heart: yeah, and that comment on knitting classes! how rude!
bea: dont start arguing with me again. just shut up and let me continue!
i really did not want to go out of the house today BUT sinece my little bro said that he was going to do his "project" on the computer the whole day AND my history notes are actually with jeny and we have a freakin long test on monday, i have to go and pick it up and bla bla bla.
oh and another thing
we're going to use the new car!!
woohhooo!!
gosh i love that car! it's like an airplane inside! you know! hahaha! it has a television too! it's such an awesome car! *cant contain self beacause of happiness*
soooo, while we were on the road, going to jenny house, my mom and i, who were siiting at the back, are watching FLIGHT PLAN!
ok, this is so not me. i dont really like action movies crap, but come on! i dont care! as long as im watching inside this super car!
my mom was so caught up on the movie. she'll be all "omg! what happened?!" "rewind!" "is she dead?" "ooohh! so he's the high jacker!" and all that. and im there, trying not to be bugged and grinning really widely cause im in the new car!
bea's heart: ok! inhale exhale! inhale, exhale!
bea: *inhales and exhales* bea's brain: contain yourself woman!
but it was a really cool movie.
bea's brain: ha! like you really watched it. you were too busy admiring this so called car. bea: i did!
bea's brain: ok, name one caracter from te movie!
bea: julia! the little kid! hahahaha! *victory dance*
bea's brain: here we go agin
no, i really did watch the movie!
moving on.
we arrived at the village picked up the book, bought some ice cream yaddi yaddi ya.
i actually slept at the back of the car fo r like 2 hours then, the next thing i knew was we were in glorietta.
god! i felt i was kidnapped or something cause of the car. i wasn't used to it then.
so glorietta yadi yadi ya... we ate at McDo! i actualy forced my family to, they didnt really want to eat dinner at mcdo. they said that it wasnt... appropriate. wow. but we ate there didnt we?
bla bla bla.
i saw the DDR game in timezone! i wanna play so badly! but i didnt. too much people. kinda embarrassing.
my mom wants to go to divisoria! woohoo! tomorrow (saturday)! i was so excited cause i hear that there are lots of good cheap stuff there! hahaha!
whatever. im goona tell you about what happened to the divisoria trip on my next post.
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yup i am.
hate math.
confusing you.
HA-HA-HA!
yeah, we're immature idoits... and proud of it!
P-I-A-N-O! and piano was its name OH!
and proud of it
sleeeeeep
chocolate!!
what i probably looked like before the chocolate parade
i am alone! no one's there! 