PRETTY LADY
sarcastic sweetie :D
girl next door
creative with a capital A!
always-smiling girl
DAYDREAMER
free-spirited
i play sports a whole lot
just cant go through a day without reading
cool
WARNING: MAY BURST OUT LAUGHING RANDOMLY
music is my boyfriend
i heart rock
just another hopeless romantic
and, im pretty random :)
Friday, December 29, 2006
swinging moods.
2:02 AM
MONDAY
sorry. if those "day labels" are bothering you, i just wanna say that those are to help me organize my ideas. it's not really easy to try to catch up after 4 days of not blogging. yup, it's not.
anyway. monday. what date is it today, hmmm. oh december 25. no big deal. ITS XMAS! not that it mattered or anything.
we don't celebrate xmas. yup we don't, now go cry in the corner.
bitter? yup mood swing you know. not in a good one too, mind you.
so, we went to cavite to visit my poor little ol' granny. and i didn't mean that in the bad way. don't get me wrong.
i wore a blue shirt with black pants(my fave pants!). why am i telling you this? cause im gonna tell you a story. i actually wanted to wear my chucks that day, but they were pink and peach. i mean that did not work with what i was wearing sooo... this idea hit me in the head and i grabbed my old blue sketchers shoes and staritng ripping off the shoelaces. yeah put it all together i dont need to explain.
my mom and i were watching "red eye" durign the trip. wow, i'm actually starting to love those kinds of movies. and, as usual, my mom was soooo into it. yeah you know, like how she was when we were watching flight plan. kinda weird. o_O
did you notice that im using this face o_O alot? yeah... that "confused face" hahaha it's funny.
there.
i was munching away with mah cereal, (and yes, i do bring cereals when we go out of the house... i actually bought 8 boxes last sunday in the grocery... weird thing is that my family doesnt mind!) my dad exclaimed (woo nice word there) that we go check out this ville or something. its called Portofino. italian houses. and maaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnn those house were so... AHHH! cant even finda word.
amazing, jaw-dropping, heart-stopping. it actually inspired me to study harder to get a high paying job and live there! ahh!
i looked cool outside like "yeah, its nice" but actually inside im jumping like an idiot while wishing that i lived there. just... ahhh!
my dad asked how much a certain house was. the man answered, 45 million pesos. O.O
seriously, how does one earn 45 million pesos?!
i guess i can work as a maid and work for folks who lived in those houses! yeah! that's a good idea! and i dont even have to pay 45 mil just to live in one of those! woohoo!
i dont wanna talk about it anymore. makes me feel bad. :(
anyway, what happened in our aunt's house was same old. my funny uncle and aunt made fun of me. i mean my hair and everything. i just sat there at the bench outside the house, stared at nothing in particular, just wondered, when all of a sudden mt uncle made fun of me. they said that i looked like a girl from this korean show irene and stuff like that. they STARED at me and debated whether who i looked like. please stop staring please stop, stop stop stop stop.
oh and my mom just laughed at the corner while i was virtually tortured. one of my aunts also said that i should sing. duh, i refused but then she said " kanta ka ng kanta sa kwarto mo e". gosh! how did she know?!? i was sooo confused! was my voice THAT loud that it reached your house? then it hit me. MOM.
just great. come on, im already here, what else do you want for xmas?
haha. egoistic cocky kid.
and that was about it. oh funny event: my little cousin that was around three was running in the street and was talking like a drunk man! he aws scolding at the tricycle drivers for talking too loud and wakingup the neighbors or something like that. it was so funny! like hit your head on the wall funny! i wish i was able to catch it on tape!
and that was about it. i had a major headache.
TEUSDAY
nothing better to do. my brother didn't let me use the computer cause he was sooo addicted to sim city 4. come on how boring did that sound? managing a city? puh-lease. the original sims game was wayyy better than that.
what to do, what to do. that was what my head was whispering.
i played the piano and tried out how to save a life. i got the hang of it except for one part! i cant get the pattern for the left hand! freakin syncapation crap.
frustrated, i decided to stop tyring to get that pattern and read a book. i almost forgot about that book. it was "veronika decides to die". i decided (ha-ha decided get it? the book? oh nevermind) to eat lunch first before reading.
so ater lunch, i grabbed bruce and made my way to one of the most abandoned place in our house. it was the living room. no one actually stayed there. i mean why would they? nothing was there, coffee table, big sofas (and i mean BIG), a mirror, some vases and stuff. bottomline: NO MEANS OF ENTERTAINMENT that's why i liked that room. so, i brought a cereal box (yes, again), my phone, the book, and bruce with me. i sat on the biggest sofa there and plugged my phone and started playing music.
i like reading with music, one of my many eccentricities.
so there i was, lying down a sofa, with a book that was 6 inches away from my nose with a dog lying on my feet. one thing i also loved about that room was the electric air freshener thingy majig. every five minutes, i can smell a strong scent emanating from that thing. it felt awesome.
i was sooo into the book that i never realized that it was getting dark. then i realized that i haven't taken my bath yet!
ew. as much as i hated to stop reading, i went up, brought my stuff and took a bath. right after, i rushed back to the book and finished it. awesome stuff. i received a random message from my old friend, jade. we catted a little, trying to catch up on things, life and sht.
yeah, kinda got bored staring at my ceiling, so i went to my parents' room and messed around with my little brother. we were playing with his new elec guitar which we bought for him last sunday. he was sooo surprised when we arrived home! god, before I was the one frustrated that he could not do a freaking G but now! what the hell! he does these unusual stuff. he can play like a pro man! believe me! wow, i must have been a great tutor. not.
so, there we were, he was laughing at me cause i was playing one stupid song that i didn't even like. hahah i was laughing at myself. my mom got sorta angry with us cause we were too noisy, so we decided to move to the guest room. gosh i love that room. FYI, the mattress there was te mattress we used since ever! i can fall asleep in a sec. we were playing the guitar until i got struck (again) with an idea.
we went up to the attic (aka my big bro's room) and opened the thingy where you put old stuff. we dug and dug until we found what we were looking for! our old xylophone! hahha childish, i know. after around 20 minutes of musical retardation(wth?) until 1 am, we decided to sleep. and wednesday comes up.
WEDNESDAY
what DID i do on wednesday? i cant remember!
im just gonna tell you that internet wasnt workng this week. i was also worrying about our HE crp sht *ss. come on! who worries for he?! HOME ECONOMICS! pfft. i guess i do , as much as i dont wanna admit. i havent had a good week cause i was constantly bugged by our HE proj. i havent freakin started! this made my xmas vacation the worse xmas vacation on the worse xmas vacation list. *heavy sigh* pressure.. pressure. how i hate pressure.
THURSDAY
the day before today.
this day has got to be the moodiest day i had.
ok, first, i tried working with our internet connection which had preblems because of the earthquake thing in taiwan. it was sooo slow. like 5 kb/s? i cant even open websites that are too big to load. LUCKILY, quizilla was working! OMG! i was soooooo happy! but that was also one of the reasons why i became so moody. i read like no less than 8 different love stories that day. soooo dramatic, soooo dreamy, sooo impossible. it was just weird. i started to feel like i was so deprived or something. i have got to stop reading those stuff. some stories were just beautiful.
if you're wondering why i just said that, don't ask me cause i have no idea.
*heavy sigh* *and some more sighs here*
teenage phase. when will you end?
before i forget, my little cousinwas at our house again. he was also the one who woke me up at 6 in the morning. here's what happened.
i was peacefully sleeping on my bed with my phone beside me. i always listen to the songs on my phone before going to sleep. eccentric habit. then all of a sudden, someone calls at 6 am, disrupting my dreams. my delightful dreams. i absent-mindedly answered the phone. i said hello and heard my little cousin on the other loine. he said something but i just cant quite rememeber. i just said ok with my eyes still closed and didnt mind pushing the end button on my phone as i threw it under my pillow. dreamland here it come.
did i mention that i wake up at around 1:00 pm everyday? no? well, it's because i looove dreaming. everynight of this week, i actually have dreams. i get atleast 2 dreams each night and whenever i wake up, i try to sleep again to have more dreams. dreams. dreams. i actually looked it up on the encyclopedia last wednesday. read like 3 pages of crp about it. geeky, i know.
just as i thought, my cousin was at our house again. while i was reading stories in quizilla, my cousin would constantly bug me and ask whether its his turn yet in a very annoying way! "is it my turn yet? how about now? or now? how about ow? now? now?" he was saying that phrase over and over again. i actually had an excuse and told him that the internet wasnt working properly. well, that was true. as usual, he didnt believe me. he still loaded his page. anyone who can guess? yup heavygames.com. we alwaya laugh when we paly games there.
anyway, blab blab.
you know those stories or movies wherein they show little annoyng brothers around the age of 7 to ten? do you think they're exaggerating on the idea of beaing annoying? well, i thought that that wasnt true btu now i think otherwise.
my little cousin was sooooooooooooo annoying! you know what he did when he was bored? we grabbed my brother's punching gloves and punch me endlessly whenver i told him that his page hasnt loaded yet! but that not all! he even pulled my hair! yes! and im not exaggerating, mind you. i knew that he was doing it for fun. in fact, we were bot laughing, but still! it was freaking annoying!
oh yeah and i remeber! while i was reading, my little cousin had a peek on what i was reading and saw a line that said "come on she's a hot piece of *ss". he read that out loud and started laughing! come on! i was reading stories about teenagers' life in school, you wouldn't avoid those kind of stuff. my cousin imitated a father and started saying" aba, diyan mo pala nakukuha yang mga yan ha" or something like that. i was sooo embarrassed! i pushed it off and didn't mind him.
kids.
later that night, his sister came. we ate and made some questionaires for the party she's throwing tonight.
she was bugging me to go, but you know me, im not a party person. my cousin had always been part of the "cool clique" everywhere she went. i remember her calling me and telling about er 1st day in UP and she already has her bunch of cool people in school. she wasnt boasting or anything, we were just close like that. i told her stuff about school too you know. people and stuff. how does she do it? sometimes i wonder why im related to her. hahahaha no not really. she kept on telling me that i should go cause many of her friends wanted to meet me and crp.
pfft.
yeah i'll believe that. i actually tried to talk to one of her friends in church. she was the sister of my crush. ha! double pressure man! i added her in friendster then when i was signing something in church, she actually approached me and introduced herslef and asked how i found her profile. i was shocked cause i never thought that she'd talk to me. maybe she was just being nice. *sigh* i actually found her profile cause i was surfing my crush's friend list. wow, now i feel like a stalker. i just told her that i saw her in my cousin's page. yeah, that should do it. she occasionally says hi to me, and that was it.
i was also friends with one of my cousin's popular friend. i really dont remember how we met but everytime i was with her and without my cousin, i always end up making an excuse not to hang out with her and with her other friends. i felt so uncomfortable with them.
me and my brothers are actually the quiet people in church. since we moved here, i really felt like i didnt belong with those people at church. they acted so differently. it was just weird. we have some friends there too but not much. we weren't as outspoken as they were. my parents were well known in church since my dad and mom had a high position there and was very popular in a way that everyone knew their name. everyone also knew our last name. believe me, its true. people(including our parents) always wondered why we weren't "socializing" much. i got sick of that question a long time ago. i think it's because they weren't the type of people we usually hang out with. no offense people. maybe if we just try to make friends, we will, but we chose not to. they were just different.
ok confused you a little there huh? told you i was moody.
i feel happy but then suddenly i feel mad because i remebered something then i feel worried. it was just too confusing.
i decided to stop reading cause i saw that it was already 130 am. im a night person but when there are classes, i become a morning person too. it's weird. i actually sleep like 4 hours everyday when there are classes. weird. when i laid (not sure if this is right, i get confused with those freaking irregular verbs) down on my parents' sofa. yup, my bros and i were sleeping on my arents' sofa tonight. my mom didnt want us to sleep in our beds till jan 2 cause they were aleady fixed for the party at our house on jan. 1. our family really has these idiosyncrasies. you'll get used to it when you live in our house.
so i was there, staring at the ceiling. all the stories that i read suddenly came back to me. now i was sad. i felt so alone. i dont know! ahh!! i cant sleep! i stayed in that position for like 30 mins until i realized that i need to get Snoop (it's my stuffed toy) from my room so i can sleep. when i was heading towards my room, i stopped walking and sat on the stairs and I CRIED. yes, cried as in tears falling down.
i have no idea why i cried, i just did.
i felt so relieved after crying for no reason. i found myself laughing while wiping my tears away. it was so silly!!! bruce was following me all around even though i knew that he was already sleeping before i got up.
so, i talked to bruce for a while (yes weird i know!) and after talking to my dog, i got up and grabbed Snoop. when i laid back down again, bruce actually used my head as pillow! my head was facing the side fyi. i was trying not to laugh because bruce was sorta breathing into my ear! i kinda fixed him so that he wasnt breathing right exactly on my ear. i love that dog. atleast somehow, i actually feel loved. :)
when i felt like he was sleeping already, i fell asleep too.
dreamland here i come.
OKAY so this post is extra long and i'll just post my friday story tommorow.
bye freaks. :)
no icon this time. post is too long. might consume whole page of blog.
Ya dream is a wish your heart makes
